He is also younger than me and nowhere near ready for a child and even moving in with me makes him scared. An Honest Letter About Abortion. Now Im thinking an abortion is my only option, I kicked him out last night. My pregnancy was miserable I was depressed and anxious all the time and often wondered if I made the right choice but the day my son was born I knew I made the right choice. Now she feels she let her self and everyone else down. I felt a sense of love and attachment to the baby I knew I had to let go. I found out I was pregnant the same day I was supposed to get an IUD inserted. I didnt go through with the abortion, I couldnt once seeing my baby but ever since deciding to keep my baby Im still. I really commend you Shawn. I really didn't want to die. Im struggling with this decision. Im always hunted by guilt almost everyday, same as you Im also working in Nursery school, so I always see kids that reminds of my poor one. I decide abortion at week 6. Couldnt take my meds or prenatals because the baby threw up everything. This was so emotional ? Everyone had always said about decisions like this that you need to be 100% sure either way but I wasnt sure either way at all. If you do not live with your parents, but you live with a grandparent, or an adult aunt or uncle, the adult relative you live with may be told in place of your parents. I just recently started a new job and I want to progress. I was diagnosed with a form of heart disease two years ago and the first thing I thought about was how it would affect my life and the babys life. I literally cry every moment I think of aborting it. I PRAY my baby forgives me for being weak And she comes back to me. I know my baby deserves a life I couldnt of given her now or at that time and I know one day she will come back to me, I get excited when i think about meeting her finally one day when we are both ready, I wish I had support here so I could cry to someone who gets it, Im 23 and I had my abortion at 5 weeks and three days in April. The pain in my gut has not gone away. A postabortion woman wrote the following letter to her aborted baby, who she named Grace: "Everyone close to me was affected by that awful day - none more so than you and I though. I want my baby so much but my family are pushing for a termination as I should be having a child when the timing is right. I am yet to book the appointment but i know it is the better choice. I am now 48 and very much regret it and really dont know how to go on, but somehow we must. I want to keep the baby but then i feel like maybe i should get an abortion and give myself this chance to truly start over and fresh and cut ties with him other than coparenting. Dear Reverend (name), It is not without much time and thought that I have decided to address myself to you. Oh mommy, I can't go on anymore help me 17 years have gone by since you made that fateful decision. Im almost 6 weeks pregnant and although I want this baby, my husband does not. There arent any protesters out that day and Im grateful. Some in the anti-abortion movement use the song, or . I have so much pain and hurt in my heart. I was pregnant for the first time when I was 29 years old . I thought about how I had just lost my job, just went back to school, was still struggling with grief from a lost loved one and trying to take care of my mom while still trying to learn how to take care of myself. Please Mommy, don't let them hurt me- What if I was never able to get back on track with school and start my career? I havent gone one day without thinking of it and causing major heartache, especially as family members and friend have now kids. I still was no where near ready for how much my life would have to change. You can always come back. I tell her, I cant. Im honest enough with myself to know that if I leave, I will never will come back. Thank you for sharing your story, and Im sure I can get a counseling session to finally put my mind at ease once I finally have it done. All their comments are stressing me out and getting me really down. A judge can excuse you from this requirement. Because I wanted abortion, I took my first baby's life. My advice to you would be to remember that at the end of the day, and your life, you have to be able to live with yourself, so forget about what your partner wants and do what is right for you. She told me he has a live in girlfriend for 6 years and the girl has a 10 year old son that is not his but he helped raise. Diary of an Unborn Child is the title of an anonymously-written anti-abortion article which was first read on the floor of the New York Senate in 1970. I stood up, pants around my ankles, and lost my footing, grasping onto the shelf that held toilet paper and Febreze. Hi Sarah, Ive just had a baby (two weeks ago) at 40, I do feel age is but a number. My bf convinced me we werent ready. I am nearly 25 now and had an abortion at 17. All Ive ever wanted is to me a mom. I dont regret it but I do have feeling about what if. God bless . To explain the center's work, Pinson told a story about a girl who showed up with her mom on the morning the Heartbeat Act took effect, asking for an abortion. I am a teacher and take care of infants to two year olds, Im devastated because in a better situation I would have kept this child. I dont want to undo my choice, but its still so hard to live with sometimes. Ive never allowed a man to make me feel like this. Why cant we have our dreams and a baby? I would give anything to hold him. In pregnancy, to be "late term" means to be past 41 weeks gestation, or past a patient's due date. He promised me we would be ready later and I believed him. And Ill honour them both every minute of every day. Little Thing, I want you to be happy. I cant share any of this with him. We then move to a different room and wait for the doctor. I need advice from someone, anyone. Because o hate that its a decision. I wanted an abortion but my boyfriend wanted us to keep the baby. We agonized over what to do and spent a week making our decision which whilst incredibly painful was ultimately the right one for us. ? Gone by The Head and The Heart plays, and I publicly cry at the lyric. I have been scouring the internet for stories because keep either seeing people who wanted to do it and doesnt regret it, or people who regret it all together. I am thinking of you xx. a desire to meet its mother; Reactions to this song have been divided. Not how I thought I would live my life. When your raised in foster care it is because there is virtually no one else willing or able to care for you as a child. When I found out I was pregnant this time, I told him as we were arguing. From the moment on, he has told me to get an abortion, that its not the time. This time is different. My boyfriend is full of regret and wishes he wouldnt have said hurtful things. Mom's Letter to Baby During Pregnancy A Letter to My Unborn Baby: Here's What I Promise You September 25, 2017 by Laura Marie Meyers Dear Baby, There are still a few months until we. I support your decision and Im here no matter what. In the moment I feel I should be appreciative, but for the first time, I feel angry about my body, my choice. Cant, wont someone just tell me what to do?! But I already feel connected and cry so hard every time I think of letting it go. In my heart i know that baby would have deserved better, but is it ok to feel THat way? I know my future would never have turned out as well as it had, had I not had the abortion :). It has the potential to work, but like you said, doesnt make sense no matter how hard you look at it. I just dont know what to do!!! He puts his hand on my thigh and asks, What do you want to do? I ask him, What do you want to do? He replies, I want to do whatever you decide. I so badly want another baby, but I got pregnant by the wrong man at the wrong time. I just passed the due date of what would have been my baby had i decided not to terminate. There are no words. I hope everything will be okay. Its so unfair that guys help in making the baby. I think Ill visit an abortion clinic to avail of a medical abortion service because its difficult for me to survive if I have a child. As I was peeing, I thought, Well, its definitely going to be negative since this isnt my first pee of the day. To be honest, the abortion probably saved my life. Today its been 1 year since the surgery. I am with someone now and he is lovely. For some reason, Im not moved, but still, I dont want to lose you. I lost my baby in August. Ill be 43 when the child would be born. Im 23 years old. I dont want to let you go. But deep down I know I might regret it if I abort it. Please look into and join the face book group I Regret My Abortion there is a logo of a rainbow. Abortion - Pro Life - Letter From an Unborn Child Letter from an unborn child As falling rain is the tears of God for the blood spilled of the unborn children that covers the hands of the human race. I will be 37 years old and have had previous abortions but after this miscarriage (I never had one before), fear that I will never conceive again came across me. I still do. I will terminate in 3 days. My boyfriend has two children ages 18 and 13. I live with my boyfriend hes 39yrs old. I am sure I am going to be the I feel that too I was once pregnant while I was doing matric 2016 I was confused and lonely because I did not know what to do by that time but I found myself lost then I decided to do abortion sometimes it hunt me to a point where I cant think straight but I had to forgive myself for that because I did the right choice for myself. I was literally petrified and afraid that no matter what I tried to do, what if I couldnt get it all in order before my baby got here? I remember my boyfriend and I sitting in the car one evening and wondering aloud what it would look like- would it have my eyes, or his nose? Your dad looks at me and then the tests before putting them down, one in my lap and the other in his, but it falls in between us how symbolic. Me and my boyfriend were going steady and were a couple but we were very young, both of us college freshmen. A Letter to the Girl Who's Considering an Abortion March 25, 2021 by Lindsay Smith Hi Sweet Girl, I don't need to know your name or look into your eyes, and I don't need to have been where you find yourself tonight to know that you're terrified and in pain. I dont want to get in trouble I just dont know what to think anymore. I had one 7 years ago and my one and only. It is a deep sorrow. Im in the same situation except with two different dads. The procedure is done by a licensed healthcare professional. So we did. Someone please talk and guide me into a direction. Im the same, my partner cant understand why it still or ever did sadden me, he says it was too early no heartbeat, for that reason he does not feel what I feel, I cry alone, still. Anyway, Im still mourning and will never forget till the day I die. I believe that ultimately, our babies are still with us in a spirit. Just a few days before my 22nd birthday.